Chapter 18 - The Woman in the Mirror

Five years passed.
I rarely thought about Grant anymore.
The Kingsley companies grew.
The foundation expanded.
The Bluebird trust remained untouched.
Ellie became a confident, curious child.
She loved horses.
Books.
Ocean storms.
And asking questions no adult was prepared to answer.
One afternoon, she found the old newspaper article about the hotel incident.
She brought it to me.
“Mom.”
“Yes?”
“Is this you?”
I looked at the photograph.
There I was.
Standing in the marble lobby.
Bills at my feet.
Grant beside Vanessa.
The headline described a “family business dispute.”
It didn't tell the truth.
Ellie studied the picture.
“You look scared.”
“I was.”
“But you didn't cry.”
“I wanted to.”
“Why didn't you?”
I smiled.
“Because sometimes the bravest thing you can do is keep standing.”
She looked at the photograph again.
“Was Dad handsome?”
I laughed.
“Very.”
“Was he nice?”
“Sometimes.”
“Were you in love with him?”
I looked at her.
“Yes.”
She was quiet.
Then she asked,
“Do you still love him?”
I thought about the man who had once been my entire world.
“No.”
She nodded.
“That's okay.”
I smiled.
“Yes.”
Then she handed me the photograph.
“Keep it.”
“Why?”
“So you remember how strong you became.”
After she walked away, I stared at the photograph for a long time.
Then I put it into a drawer.
Not because I wanted to remember Grant.
Because I wanted to remember myself.
The woman who bent down.
Picked up the money.
May you like
And stood back up.
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