Chapter 8 - ISABELLA’S LIST
The child specialist asked Isabella to write down what had changed after I left.
She did not want to.
So the specialist turned it into a list.
No legal words.
No leading questions.
Just.
Things that were different.
Isabella wrote.
No breakfast if I was slow.
No tablet.
No calls to Dad.
Sleep downstairs if I talked back.
Clean bathrooms.
Carry bags.
Don’t tell school.
Don’t cry.
My throat closed.
Then.
Say thank you to Beatriz.
I looked at the specialist.
“Why that?”
She asked Isabella.
My daughter whispered.
“Because she said ungrateful girls get sent away.”
The next item.
No pictures of Mom.
I stopped.
“What?”
Beatriz had removed Elena’s photographs from Isabella’s room.
Why?
“She said Dad has a new wife.”
I closed my eyes.
That evening, I retrieved every photograph from storage.
I put them on Isabella’s desk.
She stood in the doorway.
“You’re not mad?”
“No.”
“Beatriz said you didn’t like seeing Mom anymore.”
I had to sit.
“Elena was your mother.”
“She was part of my life.”
“I will never be angry because you love her.”
Isabella stared at a photograph.
Elena holding her at two years old.
Then she asked.
“Do you still love Mom?”
Hard question.
Beatriz was still technically my wife.
But truth mattered more than comfort.
“Yes.”
“In a different way.”
“She died.”
“That doesn’t erase her.”
Isabella nodded.
Then climbed into my lap.
She had not done that in years.
“I thought you forgot us.”
I held her tighter.
“Why?”
“You never called.”
“I called almost every day.”
She pulled back.
“No.”
My blood went cold.
“What?”
“Beatriz said you were busy.”
“She said not to bother you.”
“How many times did you speak to me while I was away?”
Isabella counted.
“Five.”
Three months.
I remembered dozens of attempted FaceTimes.
Beatriz often answered.
Isabella is studying.
Isabella is asleep.
Isabella is at a friend’s.
I accepted every explanation.
Because routine.
Because work.
Because trust.
I hated myself for that.
The next morning, my technology director produced communication logs.
My calls to the villa had been diverted to Beatriz’s phone.
Several messages from Isabella’s school were forwarded.
Marta’s emails were automatically filtered.
A rule had been added to my personal account.
Keyword.
ISABELLA.
Messages containing her name went into an archive folder I never saw.
Who created the rule?
My password had been used from Marbella.
I looked at Beatriz.
She said nothing.
Then the technology director found another filter.
Keyword.
ELENA TRUST.
Anything involving my late wife’s trust had also been hidden.
This was no longer neglect.
It was information control.
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Beatriz had not simply mistreated my daughter.
She had built a small world where Isabella could not reach me and I could not hear her.
